THE WINSPEAR'S

2011-12-18T14:53:00.000-08:00

May 2012 be a year full of faith, love and HOPE!

“Wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of HOPE, and a love of God and of all men.”

2 Nephi 31:20

Love- Kaden (10), Ian (3) Grayson (7), and Brennen (14)

I couldn't be prouder!!!

2011-10-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

This week was parent-teacher conferences. I always look forward to meeting the kid's teachers and seeing how they are doing. It's always fun hearing about the boys and how they work, listen, and act at school. I guess for me it is usually my "you must be doing something right, because your son is a great kid" moment. I already know that of course...but it is still rewarding to hear it just the same. And this year was no different.

For the first time ever I received an email from a teacher saying..."I have been teaching for almost 30 yrs, thousands of students have come through my classroom, and Brennen is one of the few that has stood out from day one. He is a very impressive young man." At his parent-teacher night every single teacher told me the same thing..."I just love Brennen. He is such a pleasure to have in class." His audio visual teacher said..."That kid is just fun to watch...he has such a great sense of humor." I couldn't agree more.

Kaden and Grayson teachers told me pretty much the same. Grayson is a

hard worker, strong leader and always does his best. Kaden is a team player, awesome friend to others, responsible, and works hard to get great grades. Both of them received awards for being such great students. Grayson's was for Action. Kaden's was for Hard Work.

I am not sure why, but I cried as I read the email about Brennen. I cried again as I watch Grayson

and Kaden get their awards. I think am so

emotional because the truth is...

God blessed me with each of them. They came the way they are. I wish I could take credit...but I can't. I am

so grateful for my four little men. For the

love and examples they are to me. And for the opportunity to be called their mother. It really is an honor...and I will always wear it proudly!

Being the mom of a superhero!

2011-10-02T15:22:00.000-07:00

I actually have four young super-heros in my house. Who are constantly amazing me with their powers! All of them have the power to destroy things with flying objects, create messes in a flash and propel all kinds of sticky stuff to extremely hard to reach places! They also try to leap from dangerous heights, swing off of tall buildings, and insisted that each other can fly. (Thanks to the help of an older brother both Grayson and Ian have accomplished this feat!)

But- today I want to write about my Superhero who can make all parts of his body swell. Kaden has known about his powers for sometime now...and we actually found out what it is that gives him his powers over two years ago. But, for the first time ever....we finally had the opportunity to meet others just like him!

Kaden and I went to Las Vegas a few weeks ago for the HAEA national convention! (Hereditary Angioedema Association)! It was for adults and kids who suffer for from this rare disease. We spent Friday- Sunday talking to other kids, moms, dads, and strangers who knew just what it is like to feel like Kaden. There were many specialists and doctors there, who have devoted their time to learn all they can about this disease and help those who suffer from it. There were drug companies there who have spent millions of dollars to come up with a medication to help prevent and reverse attacks!

The organization is only 10 yrs old....but it has made been a vital part of finally finding medications, support, and education for HAE! We learned that up to a few yrs ago there was nothing that could replace the protein that Kaden and others like him are missing. But- since then there have been 4 new products that have been FDA approved. We also learn that the Department of Defense has finally added HAE to the 22 rare diseases that are elligable for government grants to work on new medications and hopefully one day find a cure!

However...the BEST PART was watching Kaden hang out with kids who know what it is like to have a puffy hand or foot, a severe tummy attack, facial swellings and even have your throat close. They talked about their secrets that help them when they get their bi-weekly IV treatments. (That's how we learned about the numbing cream!) But- mostly they were just kids! They watched movies, made art projects, played games, went swimming and just talked! Kaden couldn't stop smiling. And to be honest, neither could I. It felt so good to talk with other moms and older patients and have them answer questions and share their experiences. I am so grateful for all of those who have pioneered the efforts on changing the lives of those who have this disease.

Here are a few photos of our trip to "sin city" and Kaden with his new "swell friends"!

Mom and Kaden hitting the road!

Las Vegas here we come!

The map where everyone put a pin in to show where they were from!

There were 4 pins right by us! Kaden loved the map!

Opening night social....Kaden kept saying "These people swell too!"

Kaden's pen pal Keala from Florida!

They finally talked in person!

They had a carnival for the kids!

Kaden and his new friend Brandon!

Kaden and Noah...he from New Jersey!

Kaden and the Jordan kids!

They are the ones who told us about the numbing cream!

Brandon and Kaden at the pool!

I even had a college friend who lives in Vegas came to say hi! Thanks Liz!

Yep...I think he had a great time! Can't wait for the next one!

I wonder were he gets it from....

2011-04-05T22:26:00.000-07:00

Here is a little video of Kaden...facing his fears...and taking on the bad guy!

Made me laugh...

Happy St Patty's Day!

2011-03-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

Today has been a little green! I can't figure out why my boys love this holiday so much...maybe it is because two of them look an awful lot like this guy....

Or maybe it is because of the endless amounts of green food coloring

that can be found in all of their meals....

Their breakfast looked something like this...

and they found these green goodies in their lunches...

with a little rainbow bag of fish!

and their dinner look liked this...a little scary I know...but they ate it!!!

But, I hope the real reason they love St. Patrick's Day is because they realize how LUCKY they are to have such AWESOME brothers...and parents too!

Happy Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T17:36:00.000-08:00

Today is the day where we all just love each other....

harmony echos through out the house...

and we eat pancakes in the shape of hearts!

At least the pancake part is true!

And nothing says romantic dinner...better than a table for six!

Happy Valentine's to all my little men!

#4 Wants to be BIG!

2011-02-14T17:29:00.000-08:00

Not sure if mom is ready for this yet....

Good thing he is cute...both on the top and the bottom! :)

.......can't believe how fast they grow.

Happy New Year!!!

2010-12-29T14:06:00.000-08:00

Leap Of Faith December 2010

This year has been full of faithful leaps for this Winspear clan! We have had one adventure after another. As we come to the end of 2010 we are so grateful for all that we have been blessed with and for the love and support we have been given from our friends and family. Here are just a few highlights of some of our leaps!

Josh and Jenn moved the family to Temecula, CA in April. It was a leap of faith to leave our comfort zone and the 20-minute drive to the beach.

Josh leapt into self- employment and spends many hours working on Winspear Creative and praying that the jobs keep coming! He also has faith that his Monday Night Soccer Games and Saturday Morning Surf Sessions will keep him sane. Jenn has faith that somehow raising four independent, strong willed boys will not put her in the Looney Bin or find her on 20/20. (Especially since she has quit her Diet Coke habit!) She also leapt into the “tonsil free” club and her faith was strengthened because she saw the bright light, and knows that there truly is a heaven!

Brennen took a leap of faith when he decided to become a street performer at Sea Port Village and the Gaslamp Area and earned enough money for an Ipad. He also has faith that not only will he survive middle school but charm his way through it. That kid is one smooth talker with the teachers and has quite the sense of humor. Brennen also has faith that his newfound friendships with 12 other deacons will keep him out of trouble…or at least the illegal kind!

Kaden took a leap of faith when he joined a new competitive soccer team. He has faith that the Hawks will be a great place for him to grow and develop his soccer skills. Kaden still as faith in his ability to become a professional soccer player, and we could even see him in the World Cup! (His dad also shares in that faith!) Kaden has lots of friends and loves to faithfully play football, video games, and scooter all over the neighborhood.

Grayson has leapt into Kindergarten and his teacher has faith that he will learn to not talk all of the time. He is a very good reader and quite the ladies man. His mom has faith that she has taught him well and he won’t have a girlfriend by the end of the year. Grayson loves to party and play with all of his buddies, and has faith that there is always a good time just around the corner.

Ian has leapt into his role of being number four and has faith he will survive three older brothers. He has faith that not only can he do what they can do, but also he can do it with out any help! Ian can be found skateboarding, scootering, climbing, yelling, and dancing at any giving time. Ian also has faith that his sweet smiles and cute expressions will get him out of trouble. (So far it is working!)

May we all leap in Faith into the upcoming year.

“If ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true” (Alma 32:21).

We have faith that 2011 will be a great year full of new adventures and wonderful blessings!

Much Love and Faith –

Josh, Jenn, Brennen, Kaden, Grayson, and Ian

GUESS WHO LIKED HIS CUPCAKES!

2010-09-13T21:56:00.003-07:00

Chocolate Cupcakes and a cute face like that...priceless!

Who doesn't want to eat this kid?
He is the yummiest 2 yr old EVER!

Happy Birthday IAN!

2010-09-09T09:32:00.000-07:00

How can it be our little boy is two today?
I am a little sad about this event.
I can't believe how fast it goes.
Thanks Little E for always putting a
smile on my face!
Always making us laugh and for always being a
happy, bouncy, lovey, wise little boy!
You are the perfect period to our family sentence!
WE LOVE YOU!

So Here Is What You've Missed!

2010-09-01T22:15:00.000-07:00

Here is where we left off....

Kaden's baptism Sept. 2009.

And Here is what you've missed....

Ian's first Birthday!

He turned one on Sept. 9th, 2009!

Lots of cousins came to celebrate!

Grayson's 5th Birthday!

He turned 5 on Oct.5th!

He really wanted a SUPERHERO party.

And boy did he get one!

We even captured the evil villain,

Josh's 37th Birthday!

(which included lots of candles.)

Halloween 2009

Brennen spent hours making a Haunted House.

His imagination never stops!

We have been busy using our Disneyland passes-

and love when we can share the happiest place on earth

with our family and friends!

Tower of Terror-

gotta love Kaden's "please let this end soon" face :)

For Mana's Kathy's birthday Papa Carl took all of us to
Catalina Island for the day!
The boat ride was a very bumpy adventure!

Christmas 2009

We spent Christmas this year at Hotel Grimshaw!

The boys love it.

We also went to the Hotel Del with Grandma Jil.

We did our Christmas traditions.

Slurry Sleigh Rides

Smores on the Beach!

Seeing old friends at the Hotel Del

And...

The annual ELF tuck in!

Josh and Brennen went snow camping with the scouts.

It was cold!

Very, very cold!

And then in April we moved about 35 minutes north to

TEMECULA, CA!

It is starting to feel like home.

I love the hot air balloons.

The kid love the community pool! :)

I became another year older
...and wiser too!
Kaden has a new soccer team.

He is now a HAWK!

GO HAWKS!

The boys entertained them selves this summer!

We wasted water....but they had fun!

Many a beach trip!

I am still vaccuming up sand in my mini van!

4th of July at Grandma Jil's condo totally rocked!

Brennen had a blast at Scout Camp with his scout pack 833!

He has made lots of new friends!

and has managed to stay out of trouble.

We went to Utah in August!

We loved seeing family and friends.

We went tubbing, rode horses, had bonfires and had a great time!

Brennen even surfed behind the boat!

and so did Josh!

We also attended Dillon and Jane's Wedding!

Josh's little brother tied the knot on Aug.13th!

OUR BIRTHDAY SEASON BEGAN....
Brennen turned 13.
There is a teenager leaving under our roof!

Kaden turned 9!
Gotta love family b-day parties!
Jordan Lily and Papa Carl blew out candles too!

School started and with that comes the traditional

first day of school pictures!

You see how excited Brennen is about our tradition! :)

Brennen 7th grade

Kaden 3rd grade

Grayson kindergarten

and Ian...

he rules the house

from 8:30-12:30!

So now you are caught up...hopefully I won't fall so far behind again.

Life has been busy and challenging...and we are growing a lot as a family!

I am grateful for these little men of mine.

They give me the opportunity to try and be a little bit better, run a little bit harder,

and take the time to laugh a WHOLE LOT more!

(Check out the video below of Brennen surfing!)

Kaden's Baptism

2009-09-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

Kaden got baptized this month. It was a very special day!
We had lots of friends and family there to support him and he was pretty excited! In the chaos of the day, we forgot our camera...these pictures are from one of my Miamaid's facebook account...her brother Nathan was getting baptized too! Mana Kathy remembered her camera...but she is in Idaho. So, when she gets back I'll post some more of all the family and friends!

These three little men have been together since nursery. It was a sweet moment to watch them stand together on stage and sing "When I am Baptized." David...the one in the middle waited a month to get baptized just so he could be with Kaden and Nathan. They were three out of the five that were baptized that day. All five were boys...I guess we are adding to the Army of Helman...

Just like those Stripling Warriors, I hope Kaden will always have faith to endure to the end....because his mother taught him so!
(Along with the entire village of family, teachers, leaders, friends, and his own little spirit!)

Miracles Happen Here!

2009-09-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday was not the best Saturday me and my tween have ever had. In fact, it may be in the running for the worst Saturday ever. I'm not sure if it is just me and Brennen, or every other mom and tween...but lately we just haven't been seeing eye to eye! So, on Sunday at Jordan Lily's birthday party something miraculous happened. Brennen pushed me into the pool...fully clothed....luckily with no phone in tow. Now, I think God knew I needed to cool off a bit...and I took advantage of the situation and started swimming and playing with Kaden and Grayson. We were hanging onto the edge of the pool going underwater screaming things like..."I LOVE YOU GUYS! and YOU ARE THE BEST KIDS EVER!!!" The boys would try to guess what I was saying and I would do the same with them. And then the miracle happened...that tween of mine came on over and for a good 35 minutes bobbed up and down guessing and screaming with the three of us! He would sing songs like, "Shake your Booty and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star." We laughed and laughed together until our sides ached a little. (My 12 year old still wants to play with me! His "crazy, doesn't understand how hard his life is" mother!! How cool is that!)

But wait- it gets better....

I was putting Grayson and Kaden on my shoulders and letting them stand up and jump off! It was then I heard Brennen say..."My turn!" (What? That big 12 year old of mine wants to stand on MY SHOULDERS!!!!) I told him I would try...but I wasn't sure if I was strong enough. So, under the water I went...it took every bit of strength I had but I did it. It almost killed me...BUT I DID IT! And then that kid of mine said "Okay, mom now it's your turn...I'm gonna lift you up." "Brennen," I said. "There is NO WAY you can lift me!" His response, "Just let me try." So...I did. I saw him swim under me and seconds later I was sitting on my son's shoulders..."my 12 year old knows everything, wishes his mom would just chill out" shoulders!

I know it's weird..but to me that night in the pool was sorta spiritual. I took it in and realized that no matter how hard this parent/child relationship can be if we take the time to play and laugh and scream "I LOVE YOU!!! as loud as we can under water...we will more than likely get through it! And there will be times it takes everything thing I have to lift that kid of mine up and help him through...but that there will be times he is going to lift me up and and help me through TOO!

Did I tell you I LOVE this POOL.

After all, Miracles happen here!

Hotel Grimshaw and so much more!!!

2009-08-31T13:00:00.000-07:00

We are hanging in there and having fun!!!!

It has been a very full couple of months! Josh was laid off in May. Brennen graduated from 5th grade in June. We moved into Hotel Grimshaw in July....and I have been learning to appreciate my many blessings...to have faith that there is a master plan....and everything happens for a reason!
Which is sometimes easier said than done.

The boys have had a lot of fun here at Hotel Grimshaw!
Many a day was spent building a fort in the orchard, swimming in the pool, going to the skate park and sliding down the zip line Brennen put up! He asked me if I thought it was to high to jump from the tree...my response, "Nah, it would only be a broken leg!" (Am I a mom of boys or what!)

Brennen attached a swing to the zip line and somehow tied Grayson to it! I heard him say..."If you think happy thoughts Grayson I can make you fly." Grayson shouted whole-heartedly....."Candy!" and ZOOOM...he was off!

Kaden was the soccer fool as always...

two soccer camps lots of tournaments and endless practices!

Not to mention his new love surfing!!!
That kid can take a beating...and still go back for more!

Brennen spent a week at BizTown Camp and love every minute of it! He was the CEO of Jack in the Box and NBC. That boy loves anything to do with creating, running, and making money from business! He also still loves magic and is building his own Magic Nerd

Entertainment Show for birthday parties and family events!
But, most of the time you can find Brennen swinging Ian like superman on his home-made swing...or riding his Motorized Scooter!

Grayson is a fish! He loves the swimming pool and anything to do with water! He can hold his breath under water for a long time, almost to long if you asked me! He still has a love relationship with the sand, and completely enjoyed himself every time when went to the
beach!

We had a fun 4th of July on the USS Midway downtown! The fireworks were fantastic- but the highlight was spending time with Kelli who came to visit from Idaho! The kids had fun with the cousins and Grandma Jil...it may be a new family tradition!

We went camping again at San Elijo this summer thanks to my friend Debbie! I even rented a trailer that slept 6! We had cousins come and stay with us! The boys LOVED it! We went through half a bottle of vaseline, endless amounts of suntan lotion, and bought home enough sand to build a life size sand castle!
But- it was totally and completely worth it!!!!

August has been anything but uneventful!

Kaden turned eight August 12th, and is getting baptized September 5th! I can't believe he is eight! He has become the sweetest, kindest most loving boy! And we are lucky to have him in our family!

Brennen turned 12 on the 15th of August!
And was ordained to the office of Deacon!

He went on his first scout backpack hike/campout with his dad! He liked most of it! It was a fun bonding opportunity for the both of them. I can see how great of a man Brennen will be someday, and it almost makes my cry with pride!

The boys started school on August 22nd! I was so excited I couldn't stand it! They were ready and I was ready!!!

Brennen is loving Black Mountain Middle School and actually has the same Basic Ed teacher that my sister Heidi had! When I took him to registration I kept looking at him wondering where all the time went...and then trying to figure out how to teach him all I need too...
before time completely runs out.Kaden loves his 2nd grade teacher Mrs. Krasner. He was so glad to get back to school and play wall ball with all of his buddies!!! He is now responsible to walk Grayson to his classroom! Brennen passed on that hat to him...and I love watching him wait somewhat patiently as Grayson climbs out of the van and then put his arm around him and says...
"Come on Grayson follow me."I know deep down my boys really, really love each other. They may say it in a let me give you a wedgie, put your nose in my armpit, fart in your face sort of way....but they do love each other!
Grayson is in PEPP this year with Mrs. Lukaszewski. Brennen had her too! She is great! She love Grayson and Grayson loves school!!! He tells me every thing they do!!! That kid has the gift of gab! (I have no idea where that comes from!)

Ian is moving...everywhere! He is speed racer when it comes to crawling! He can climb and get into everything!!! He loves to say mama, ball, more ball, dada, baba, woof, and bye! He loves to explore the great backyard at Hotel Grimshaw...and he even thinks he can swim!

He is fun....a lot of "I'm gonna enjoy every minute of this cuz this is
my last baby" kind of fun.

Sometimes I just lay next to him and breath in all that innocent, happy, yummy baby smell!
I will miss it when it is gone. Very ,very much!

Josh is busy trying to build Winspear Creative. We are hoping it will takes off SOON...or he gets another job...which ever comes first. I am very proud of his hard work. He is almost done with his masters...and his Monday night soccer team FINALLY won the CHAMPIONSHIP!

I am doing choreography for San Diego Junior theatre's production of Oliver! I also went with my mom and sisters to see Wicked here in San Diego! Lastly, I have read three books during the month of August! I think I have a new addiction!! :) But- I am soooo not giving up my diet coke!

We are hanging in there!
Getting up everyday
and meeting life's challenges!
We are blessed with a huge support team
and lots of love!
I am going to try to do better
with this blog thing...
but I make no promises! :)

What Does This Mean???

2009-05-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

When you find this on your bathroom floor......

And this in the bathroom sink....... It can only mean this........ Happy Sunday to you!From our soon to be very buzzed 4 year old!!!

We've Been Busy

2009-05-13T05:16:00.000-07:00

The whole reason I started this blog was to have some sort of journal of our spunky little family and the lessons we have learned. But, Josh signed me up for facebook...and it has been a little tricky keeping up with my blog. So, I have lots to catch up on...better late than never!

Here is what we have been up to lately...and some of the lessons we have learned.

10. IT IS NOT EASY TO SAY GOODBYE!
I remember asking my mom when she was my age, "How many friends do you have?" Her answer was three. I thought that was terrible. How on earth could she only have three really good friends? Now that I am older I totally get it! We all have friends. However, we only have a handful of really good, know you inside out, can just be yourself, do anything for you kind of friends.
So, when Kelli moved to Idaho last month..it was definitely hard to say good bye. Her friendship is one of a kind! I miss her tons. So does Grayson and Kaden. Kelli's sons Carson and Caleb were constant additions to our home, as were my boys to theirs.9. DISNEYLAND is the HAPPIEST and most EXPENSIVE place on EARTH!

It was fun hanging out with the Jones...but boy did I miss the twins. Disneyland just wasn't the same without Uncle Tucker and Uncle Jesse. Josh was able to come and we did have a very good time! We have updated our passes...so if you are ever heading to D-Land and want some company we will gladly provide some all boy entertainment!

8. WE BETTER KEEP AN EYE ON LITTLE G!
Grayson is our little ladies man! He has had a girlfriend since the beginning of preschool. Along with a HUGE crush on his teacher Miss Danielle. For teacher appreciation week Grayson was suppose to wear something yellow...we only had a yellow tie! When he saw himself in the mirror he said..."Miss Danielle is gonna like this...because I look goooood!"

7. GO FLY A KITE!
Need to entertain four little boys for at least two hours. The answer is simple! $1.00 kites at Walmart + $10.00 Costco pizza+ Hilltop park=a few quiet, happy, non whining moments for mom!

6. GOOD FRIENDS ARE A GOOD THING!
When a college friends calls at the very last minute to say she'll be in town for one night and one night only....go! There is nothing like spending a few hours with someone who knows almost all of your deepest darkest secrets, most embarrassing moments and still loves you any way!
5. I TURNED 35 and I SURVIVED!
Last month was the big 35. I still can't believe it! I don't feel like I am half way to 40. I am not sure what I have accomplished! But-I do know I have gotten up everyday of my life and tried. I have tried to be a little better and give a little more. I have experienced some amazing adventures and breath taking moments! So...here is to the next 35 years...may they be just as full and just a fun!
4. COUSINS ROCK!
How cool is it to have cousins! Cousins are built in, have to be friends, because we are blood kind of people! But- How cool is it when you actually like hanging out together!
3. HONOR BAND IS NOT FOR THE WEAK!
Brennen was invited to be a part of 5th grade honor band and he loved it! It was a lot of work but it was also a lot of fun! That kid has music in his blood. He has become quite the trumpet player...and one day picked up Tucker sax just for fun and 15 minutes later could play Hot Cross Buns!

2. BABIES GROW UP FAST
Too fast if you ask me! Ian is so much fun! He is one happy little guy and he is very, very, very loved! He is a sitting up, rolling over, scooting, eating, drooling, teething, belly laughing, wanna to go, go, go BOY!!! He definitely fits right in! Boy are we lucky!

1. BE PROUD OF YOUR HERITAGE!
This year we went on a trek for youth conference! It was a very fun and humbling experience. I have never been more grateful for indoor plumbing, modern day transportation, and a roof over my head!!! I will never forget the team work it to to push and pull those handcarts. I am so thankful for my heritage and the legacy that my ancestors they have left me and my sons. I have parents, grand parents and great grand parents who stood for what they believed in, worked hard their whole life, and never stopped walking! How grateful I am to have a husband who helps me pull and push my handcart of raising four little men. Together and with the help of all of those around us...we will teach them to press forward when times are tough, that they are never alone, and to simply keep walking in faith!

And don't forget to have a lot of fun and laughter along the way!!!!

Are you gonna finish strong?

2009-03-23T12:28:00.000-07:00

My cousin posted this video on her facebook account. It got me thinking...so I thought I'd share it.

Life can knock us all down sometimes. It can seem to hard to keep going? But, that is the choice we all have been given...get up and keep going..or stay down and give up.

How are you going to finish? Are you going to get back up?

Boys...Gotta luv em!

2009-03-11T14:15:00.000-07:00

This week my boys have made me laugh! A lot! This is a very common occurrence at our house, because for the most part, I live with very funny people. Here are few of my favorites!

1) Grayson said, "Hey Mom. Remember how you and dad said the talking back is when you say no, not now, I don't wanna, in a minute, and things like that. Well, yesterday dad told me to get off the couch and I said...yes. I was talking forward...right."

2) Kaden has been obsessed with death lately. I am pretty sure it is the age. Here is a highlight from our latest death conversation.... "Mom how old are you? Are you gonna be the next to die? Wait...dad's older than you..so he's gonna be next. Man, I'm gonna miss him!"

3) Brennen...I'll just let the video clip speak for itself! (You may wanna turn off our music...to get the full effect!) Hope you get to laugh as much as I do! Sometimes it is the only thing that helps get me through this crazy thing called life!!!

If you want to see more of Brennen's film skills check him out at www.youtube.com/bwinspearproductions

Kaden Our SUPER HERO!!!

2009-03-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

After four long years of wondering where our sweet little Kaden gets his super powers from..we finally have the answer! Many of you have witnessed his amazing ability to swell up to at any particular moment. There is no rhyme or reason to it. The boy can make all different parts of his body swell. It could be a knee, leg, arm, back, belly, face, hand or foot. You name it...and he has had it swollen at one time or another! The swelling usually last no longer than 24 hours. It usually does not hurt...unless it is internal...and can be caused by trauma, illness, stress, bug bites, or just about anything that effects your immune system.

Kaden can go from looking
like this....to looking like
this over night!!!

He has had endless amounts of blood tests...so many in fact that whenever I turn down the road where the lab work was mainly done...he shouts out "Why are we going to the doctors!!!
I'm not puffy!!!"

Finally...after six doctors, many emergency room and urgent care visits, a stay at Children's hospital, and a handful of misdiagnoses...we now know that he has a rare blood disease call Hereditary Angiodemia. His is a freak genetic oops...as it is not in any of our family history. Good news we can get medicine from Canada to hopefully help lessen the amount of attacks. Bad news...he will have it the rest of his life...and will pass it onto his kids!
We have to be careful that if his throat or airway ever swell that we get him to the ER to make sure he can breath!! Also, if he swells internally it may require a trip to the hospital to be given pain medicine as it is VERY painful! (We found out Kaden likes morphine... he would ask the nurse..."Do I get the stuff you put in my arm? I like that kind...it makes me feel funny! "
We are lucky we live in a time of great medical advances. They can make the C1 factor that Kaden's body can't!
Here's to our little superhero...may he always use his powers for good!

Are we dead yet???

2009-02-28T21:04:00.000-08:00

Boogies and Coughs and Germs...OH MY!!!

This month was a month of illness! We all have been sick! Well, the boys and I anyway. Somehow Josh has managed to stay relatively healthy! It started with Ian getting RSV. The poor kid had to get tubes put down his nose and mouth to suck out the junk and help him breath. He was still sweet little Ian even though he coughing so hard he'd throw up, his eyes would constantly water, and he couldn't sleep laying down. We had two humidifiers going in our bedroom...it felt like a rain forest!
The next victim was Grayson I think...it's all a blur!!! No, maybe it was me. I caught whatever "E" had and it came on full force. I still don't think I am completely healed. It was so bad we didn't leave the house for weeks...I think I lived in my PJ's and didn't do my hair for a good 14 days!
After two weeks of trying to convince myself it wasn't a sinus infection, Kaden complaining of an ear ache, and some goop in Grayson's eye..I headed to Urgent Care! 4 1/2 hours later...I left with a Z pack for me, drops for Ian and Grayson's eyes both had infections...and some drops for Kaden's ears. I think I have purchase half the cold and flu isle at Target....but people, we are seeing the light! (Barely...but it is there!)

Auntie Abby was brave enough to enter the sick zone to give Ian his first haircut! So I thought I'd post a picture!

Mt. Everest

2009-02-05T11:46:00.000-08:00

I was going through some pictures on the computer today and came across this video. My boys are not the biggest fans of Saturday cleaning...heck they hate when I even say the words "ten second tidy!" So, when I found this I thought to myself..."Whatever it takes to get them to help out...if it needs to be a independent film so be it!!! Just as long as it gets done! :)

Happy New Year

2008-12-31T10:13:00.000-08:00

Winspear’s Wishes for 2009

Josh wishes:
That the Vikings or the Chargers would actually make it to the playoffs and win.
His Achilles is strong enough to play soccer every week.
That his wife would learn to appreciate his iPhone skills.
That going back to school, working full time, freelancing, and raising four boys would not interfere with surfing.

Jennifer wishes:
There was a cleaning fairy.
Her boys would actually respond the first time she asked them to do something (Hubby included).
That Ed McMahon and the Publishers Clearing House would knock on her front door.
That the joy of raising four boys, serving in the Young Women’s Presidency, directing children’s theatre, and being a Human Taxi Driver would not cause wrinkles, mental blockage, or an addiction to Diet Pepsi.

Brennen wishes:
That his parents would get him his own computer and cell phone.
His brothers would actually stay out of his room.
He owned every magic trick from magicgeek.com.
That this year he can play soccer, be in a play, practice the trumpet, create magic shows, become the next child entrepreneur, and still avoid cleaning his room.

Kaden wishes:
Soccer was an academic subject in school.
That his mother would let him play soccer in the house…and stop freaking out about her china hutch!
That reading was as easy as math.
He was old enough to do everything Brennen gets to do.
That this year he can play indoor soccer, recreation soccer, competitive soccer, did I mention soccer! Soccer, Soccer, Soccer!

Grayson wishes:
Life truly was a musical because he breaks into song and dance whenever he feels like it.
That he could have a play date every single day!
That his best friend Caleb could be his brother and live with him forever!
That he could marry Allison from Preschool…or his Mother…or his Cousin…or his Grandma…his not really picky…he just loves to love!

Ian wishes:
That his brothers would learn the word gentle…and it’s meaning.
That when he is sleeping the boys would leave him alone!
That they made baby sized earplugs!
That his Family never stops kissing him…especially on the neck!

Charlie wishes:
Someone would walk him, feed him, and open the back door before 7:00am!

We hope that all your wishes come turn in 2009, and wish you year full of adventure!
Heaven knows ours will be!
Love -The Winspears

It's Been A Very Fun Ride

2008-12-30T15:32:00.000-08:00

Happy 14th Anniversary Joshua!
I can't believe we have been married for 14 years!
I guess it is true what they say...time flies when you are having fun!
Who would have known that night on the bus to EFY when you tapped me on the head and asked if you could sit by me, that we would end up 20 years down the road...married, with four great kids, and still enjoying the ride!
I can't wait to see where the road takes us in the next 14 years!

Santa Came!!!

2008-12-30T06:33:00.000-08:00

WE STILL BELIEVE!
It was a great Christmas! Santa found our new house! We ate a yummy Christmas dinner! But- best of all we got to talk to Jesse and Tucker! They sounded really good! We sure do miss those boys! Hope your Christmas was filled with lots of love, cookies, candy, ham, turkey, sweet potatoes, roasted veggies, salad, rolls, jello and pie!

Christmas Eve at Mana Kathy's

2008-12-30T06:25:00.000-08:00

This year all the grand babies made it to Papa Carl and Mana Kathy's House. So we have spent a lot of family time together. It all started Christmas Eve where the kids acted out the Christmas Story. Aunt Becca read the Polar Express and we ate yummy wild rice soup!

It was fun to see them all together! There was a lot of love in the house that night. I am sure it felt a little like the love there was in the stable in Bethlehem so long ago.

Gabe was Joseph and Aunt Becca was Mary Noah, Kaden and Brennen were the shepherds and Baby Maddie was the Angel!
(Grayson and Lily were stage hands...a little stage fright! :)
I was the narrator and Josh was the only wise man we could find!)Aunt Becca reading the Polar Express

Merry Christmas Everybody!Yes...I am related to this people! And I wouldn't change it for the world!

Little Boy Blue Come Blow your Horn

2008-12-30T05:33:00.000-08:00

Band 101

I forgot to post Brennen's first band concert! He was awesome! He was also a member of the Rooftops! These were the kids who gave up their Friday recess to practice! That our Brennen...Mr. It's Not Worth Doing Unless It's Done Right!
We could be more proud of the kid!

The Hotel Del

2008-12-30T05:14:00.000-08:00

Family Traditions and Fun!

Every year for as long as I can remember..we would go to the Hotel Del for Hot Chocolate on Christmas Eve. The last couple of years Grandma Jil would get rooms for the grandkids to stay in...(parents too!) We go on slurry sleigh rides, sometimes roast marshmallows by the bonfire, and Santa's Elves come and read a bedtime story, take down any last requests, and tuck the kiddos into bed! The boys love it! It is such a fun tradition! Here are a few pictures! The next day we went ice skating and finished some Christmas shopping!

The next night Sophie slept over...this was Kaden, Sophie and Grayson's version of the Hotel Del! Gotta love their creativity!

Here is to fun family traditions...and the magic of Christmas!

The Winspear Men have been Elfed

2008-12-15T18:49:00.001-08:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Baby Ian is getting BIGGER

2008-12-15T14:18:00.000-08:00

These are some of the bazillion pictures that Brennen has taken of Ian.
Can you say cutie!!!

Ian is constantly getting loved...or mauled by his brothers.
Brennen was videoing Kaden when Ian decided to get them back!!!
Gotta love boys!

(Make sure to scrolled down and turn off our soundtrack...you don't wanna miss Brennen's reaction!)

Tis The Season!!!

2008-12-15T13:35:00.000-08:00

TO GOOD TO BE TRUE!
When I made this sign I thought it fit perfectly in our house! With a house full of boys the word good does take on a whole new meaning!

O' CHRISTMAS TREE
Grayson loves moving and adding ornaments to our tree. I hear him through out the day saying.."That's perfect!"
I think I won't worry about the bottom row of beads this year...or the train underneath the tree. Way to much to tempt Charlie our dog with! (Not to mention Grayson!)

OLD POWAY PARK
We spent our Saturday Night at Old Poway Park. Every year they celebrate Christmas at the Park and my Children's choir gets to sing. This year it rained a little-but it was nothing like last year! Last year we were soaked to the bone!

Here is a picture of some of my Broadway Baby kids singing Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer!
We had nine of the cutest 4-6 year olds singing their hearts out!
This is some of Vocal Motion (there were 12 kids in it this session...still small but growing!)...unfortunately, all the company pictures were to dark. We performed a small mini musical called December Lights, December Nights!

The boys also got to sit on Santa's lap and take the traditional Polaroid picture with Jolly Old Saint Nick! That man was brave enough to let the 11 year old sit on his knee!

Gotta love how professional this photo turned out! So nice and centered...but totally worth the three bucks! Mommy and Ian trying to stay warm and somewhat dry! The kids had fun riding on the train. Eating funnel cakes, hot dogs, kettle corn, cookies, and drinking hot chocolate! I love this holiday season...sometimes more than the kids!

AND THE OSCAR GOES TO....
Friday night was our ward Christmas party. This year we put on a show entitled "There Was a Young Lady who Lived in a Shoe!" It was a lot of fun performing with three of my little guys...Grayson could hardly wait for his big entrance and Kaden wanted to know how many people would be in the audience!

BAKING 101
This year I tried something new. A girlfriend of mine posted cupcakes in a jar on her blog and they looked so good I thought I'd try it! So for our Young Women's Christmas Party I made one for each of the girls. It was so easy and they actually tasted really good! And no weekend would be complete without soccer games! Kaden James is loving All-Stars and proud Papa Josh loves cheering that him on! Go Kaden!

Hope all of you are having a fun Holiday Season! Can't wait for the next few weeks of family fun and endless traditions! Bring it on!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

2008-11-28T09:54:00.000-08:00

Things I am THANKFUL for:

A great family and wonderful friends!
Kids that teach me something new every single day!
A husband who loves me...and still can make me laugh!
Medical Insurance...(ER trip last night for Kaden!)
Diet Coke/Pepsi...makes everything a little less stressful!
My home...even if it isn't always clean.
A washing machine....four boys...need I say more!
Day after Thanksgiving sales...HO,HO,HO!

And Thanksgiving dinner
with people I love!

Josh and Me

Grandpa Larry and Ian

Auntie Heidi and Ian

Uncle Steve, Sophie, and Gavin

The kiddos...that's right I'm a kiddo too!

Grayson and Mom

Sophie and Kaden

Grandma Jil and Mr. Brennen

Auntie Abby and the cutest baby in the world!

Babies Gotta Luv'em

2008-11-14T16:18:00.000-08:00

TOP TEN REASONS I LOVE BABIES!
10. They love you just the way you are.
9. They smell good. (I can't always say that about my boys.)
8. They make dimply bottoms look cute!
7. They coo.
6. Just the sound of your voice can make them smile.
5. They don't talk back.
4. They are cuddly.

3. They are yummy. I love kissing chubby cheeks.
2. They don't need much. Just love, milk and a clean diaper.
1. And when you watch them sleep...you can actually see heaven.

Boys will be boys!

2008-11-14T14:23:00.000-08:00

An on going conversation in our house goes something like this....

Mom: "Boys, don't jump off the fence onto the trampoline."
Boys: "K."

A few moments later....

Mom: "Boys please don't jump off the fence."
Boys: "O.K. Mom."
Sometime later.....
Mom: "Boys! What don't you understand about NOT jumping off the fence? DON'T JUMP OFF THE FENCE!
Boys: " Oh, we didn't hear you. Sorry."

A few days later...mom looks out the window to boys flying off the fence yet again....

Mom: WHAT HAVE I SAID! DON'T JUMP OFF THE FENCE! DO YOU HEAR ME? WHY DO I HAVE TO ALWAYS TURN INTO "CRUELA" BEFORE YOU WILL LISTEN! THE NEXT KID THAT JUMPS OFF THAT FENCE....SO HELP ME!!!!"
Boys: It wasn't me mom it was Brennen.
NO! It was Kaden!
NO! It was you Brennen don't lie!
Kaden it was you....your lying.
No I'm not! You did it first!
No! You did!
Na ah! You did!
Mom: I DON'T CARE WHO DID IT FIRST! DON'T JUMP OFF THE FENCE!
Boys: "O.K. Mom." Gosh, you don't need to yell!

This was an ongoing cycle until Wednesday afternoon.

On Wednesday the boys were playing outside...mom hears interesting sounds come from the backyard. Grayson is crying.

Brennen: "Your're O.K. Grayson...You're O.K."
Kaden: "OOOOOOO! Brennen you are in trouble!
Mom: What happened?
Brennen: Well, I was just jumping on the tramp and all of a sudden Grayson was bounced pretty high and hurt his leg.
Mom: Were you jumping off the fence?
Brennen: "Ummmm...."
Kaden: YES! You were Brennen don't lie! He was Mom! He was!
Brennen: Be quiet Kaden! (Edited version)
Mom: I HAVE TOLD YOU TIME AND TIME AGAIN....DON'T JUMP OFF THE FENCE! SERIOUSLY BRENNEN YOU ARE KILLING ME!

A trip to urgent care and six hours later.....
Grayson has fractured both bones in his right leg just below the knee, and it did go through the growth plate! Grayson is still a little mad at his big brother Brennen!

Kaden tried to get Grayson excited about having a cast by letting know everyone can sign it...and he could get his favorite color. (Which is blue.)

So...yesterday we went to Children's Hospital and 3 hours later Grayson had on his first (hopefully last) blue/green cast.

Kaden loves reminding Brennen who was responsible for hurting Grayson...."You know this is ALL your fault Brennen."

And every time Grayson tells the story he loves to emphasize...."Brennen got busted!"

As for Brennen. He feels really bad. So bad I don't think he'll ever jump off the fence again.

Well at least not for a few weeks anyway!

Running On A Treadmill

2008-11-12T14:22:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had that feeling, that no matter how fast you run or how hard you try....you are getting nowhere! I feel like that a lot lately! I am running to try and be a good mom, and often I fall short. (Ask Brennen's soccer coach who had to bring him home, because his mom TOTALLY forgot him!) I am running to keep up with my church callings, school room parent responsibilities, trying to be a good friend, and somehow bring in all little extra to make ends meet....but I always seem to forget something...or just don't have enough time to give. I am running to be a good wife...but sometimes we forget to check in with each other...as we are both running like crazy to pay bills, get food on the table, cloth, raise and unconditionally love four sweet boys.
I am running! Running, running, running! Does anyone else feel like this! Do you feel like you are getting no where! Or is it just me? I would love to be a fly on the wall and see how everyone else does it!
I know perfection is never going to happen...I'm not that out of touch....but I would love to feel like I am getting somewhere...or even just a little ahead. But- for now I'll just keep running!

And for anyone else who feels like they are standing in my shoes, remember Dori's wise words of advice..."Just keep swimming, just keep swimming!"

Ian's Blessing

2008-11-03T06:04:00.001-08:00

Ian Carl was blessed yesterday! It was a perfect day filled with lots of family and lots of love! He was perfect as always...even though he was to chubby for his blessing outfit! But- it all worked out. He wore Brennen's instead!
In all of the excitement, I forgot to get a family picture. Grandma Jil, Grandpa Larry, Mana Kathy, Papa Carl, Uncle Nathan, Aunt Natalie, Uncle Steven, Aunt Heidi, Aunt Abby, and even Mana Victoria came all the way from Minnesota! Not to mention all of the cousins! Sophie, Lily, Gavin, Noah and baby Owen! We are blessed to have such a wonderful family who loves us very much!
Josh and I feel so lucky to have such great kids. We are humbled that Heavenly Father has in trusted us with them.

We all love you Ian and are so glad you are apart of our family!

Trick or Treat

2008-11-03T04:46:00.000-08:00

This year Halloween was a ton of fun! I made our traditional pot of chili and Brennen (my 11 year old) still wanted our traditional "Mummy Dogs!" (Hog Dogs wrapped in a breadstick.) I could understand...Halloween wouldn't be Halloween with out a bowl of chili and a mummy dog!
Our new neighborhood was full of kids with pillowcases eager to be filled! It reminded me of when I was little and would go for hours trying to actually fill my pillow case. Brennen, Kaden and Grayson ended up with pillowcases that weighed over five pounds each! Not bad!
(I can hear our dentist cheering at the realization his children will be going to college thanks to the Winspears!)

Brennen hooked up all of our Halloween special effects. Including the fog machine and strobe light! It looked really good. I have accepted the fact that with a house full of boys our holiday decor will always lean to the spooky side. The boys love the scare factor...there was a haunted house down the street and they couldn't wait to go through! Even Grayson loved it. (He has however spent the last two nights in our bed.)

Grandma Jil came by dress as Glinda the Good Witch. Grayson kept asking her where her bubble was. He thought for sure she had a bubble somewhere....after all that's how Glinda flies you know! This year Brennen was a nerd. Kaden was a football player (he thought the shoulder pads I safety pined into his shirt came for some sort of bra!) Grayson was Bumblebee the Transformer, and little Ian was a moo moo cow! (As you can tell by the cheeks...he loves his milk!)

The boys had a blast trick or treating with their buddies! There is nothing better then a group of excited, sugar filled boys! We did have a few girls join us in our outing..but they were fashionably late so they missed the pictures!

It was a great night! Hope all of you had fun trick or treating! Can't wait for next year!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

October Fun

2008-10-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

FALL IS HERE...
I love fall!!!
I have been looking forward to this time of year. I love everything about fall. The colors, the air, the fact you can start to wear layers again! Except this year. I am now a believer of global warming...it was 105 on Wednesday in Poway. It is the middle of October I could fry an egg on my drive way! The winds are in full force too! The wind is so bad it is blowing over our Halloween decorations. There are skeletons and tombstones flying everywhere! It does however, add to the graveyard feel.

October is one of our busy birthday months. Grayson and Josh along with Grandpa Larry, Uncle Adam, Grandma Victoria, and our cousin Gabe all celabrate in October! Grayson had a great birthday party. Lots of friends came to help celebrate! He wanted a costume party! So-we had Spiderman, Transformers, a doctor,princesses,pirates, firemen, even a UPS man come!.

Brennen was the entertainment and did a great job as the Magic Nerd! The kids loved him! I think everyone had a good time! We played games, had face painting, pumpkin bowling, and for the first time ever we went through an entire Costco cake!

Josh turned 36 in the 18th of October! It is so weird to get older. I have known him for over 20 years! He is doing P90X, and I have to say the boy is looking good. He is exercising, eating better, and even doing yoga! I on the other hand am still enjoying my daily cookie and order of fries! I need to get on board the fitness train...but with the holidays ahead it may be sometime around February!

Soccer is still in full swing! Kaden scored two goals this week. He can't get enough! Brennen was disappointed that his coach had him play defense the whole game. We tried to tell him it is because he is good at it! He saved many close calls. His coach kept yelling, "Thank you Brennen...Thank you Brennen!"

If they are not playing soccer on the field, they are playing it in my backyard. Balls can be heard smashing into the house all the time. I am waiting for they day a soccer ball comes flying through the living room window!

If our house wasn't noisy enough....Brennen is now playing the trumpet. He is really enjoying it! And, to my surprise is actually pretty good. I can make out every song he plays. However, after 25 minutes of Jolly Old Saint Nicholas I am ready for another Diet Pepsi!

On Wednesday we went to the pumpkin patch with Auntie Heidi, Sophie, Gavin and Grandma Jil. Auntie Heidi's friend Sara was there with her daughter Hannah. The kids had a great time! We could have all gone to Legoland for the same price...but it's tradition right!

Ian is getting bigger and bigger! We all love this little pumpkin and can't stop kissing his little chubby cheeks!

Boys, Birthdays and the Wee Babe

2008-10-06T12:18:00.000-07:00

Well, it has been a fun few weeks. We are all loving little Ian. If Grayson could eat him I think he would! We found out last week that Ian can hear out of both ears...he finally passed his hearing test. Josh and I would joke that we wouldn't be surprised if he was deaf in one ear...it sure would make life a lot easier with three older brothers yelling and screaming all the time! (Not to mention Mom and Dad on that RARE occasion.)

The boys have been busy the last few weeks. Brennen was finally awarded his Arrow of Light. He earned it last June...but this was the first pack meeting after the long summer break. I am facing the fact that I will be doing scouts of some sort for the next 22 years! I wonder if they will ever go on a shopping camp over or spa weekend!

Kaden's 1st Grade class sang for the
Spotlight Assembly. As you can see, he doesn't enjoy performing as much as his mom and brother Brennen does. But- he did it! (Boy- won't he be surprised when he finds out he is going to be in You're A Good Man Charlie Brown. That's what happens when your mom is the director...and all the 1st graders are involved!)

We have spent every single Saturday at soccer games. The boys love it! Josh loves that they love it! I am learning to love it! (Sitting in the sun with a newborn and a preschooler who loves to show off his baby...even when mom is breastfeeding is anything but fun!)

Grayson is a nonstop character! That kid goes and goes!
So when I found him asleep on the stairs I had to document the occasion!

The boys always look so peaceful and innocent when they sleep. I think that part of God's master plan...he makes them look cute so you don't actually sell them to the highest bidder.
(Or strap them to the roof of your car...just so you can have some peace and quiet!)

Grayson turned 4 yrs old on Sunday. When he woke up I told him today was the day. (The poor kid has been counting down for over a week!) He was so excited he went around the house singing..." Today's my birthday! I'm not three! I'm four!"

We had all of his favorites! Pancakes for breakfast & spaghetti for dinner! He had us all laughing when he said he wasn't really four until he had his chocolate b-day cake!

WE LOVE YOU GRAYSON!

And Life Goes On!!!

2008-09-16T16:13:00.000-07:00

It has been one of those weeks in the Winspear home. Life is happening and with that comes new adventures and lots of changes. Not only did we welcome another handsome little boy to our clan...but this week we said farewell to one of our favorite Uncles. Jesse left for his mission today and reports to the MTC tomorrow morning. I can't tell you how proud we are of him (and Tucker) and for the examples they have been for our little men.

It hit me last night as we were driving away from Mana Kathy's house that I have known these boys since they were inside of Mana's belly...and for some reason it doesn't seem that long ago. Josh and I would baby sit them often. Heck, I was Maid Marian at their birthday one year. (Robin Hood was the theme.) I have fond memories of the two of them...once when they came to Hawaii for a visit we went toad hunting together...we didn't have a place to put the toads so I willing used my t-shirt as a pocket...I think we ended up with 20 toads in my shirt that night. (I also believe that is when the lord decided I was going to be a mother of all boys!) It has been an absolute joy to have watched these boys grow from babies to boys to young men to men.

With the addition of little Ian this last week I have been able to see just how fast life goes. My Brennen is now 11 yrs old and before I know it he to could be heading to the MTC. I watched Brennen's face last night as he said good-bye to his Uncle. (In many ways the twins are like big brothers to him.) I could tell he was taking it all in and realizing things are changing...life goes on.

I had those same feelings on Grayson's first day of preschool. How did it go so fast...and why can't it slow down. Don't get me wrong..there are those days that seem to go on forever. Usually, they are the days that involve endless amounts of "It was an accident!" or "I didn't mean too!" or "I really thought he would fly."

But those are the days that make us who we are...family. I don't know how I was so lucky to be given such a great family. But- I am going to try to remember to slow down and enjoy them...because life goes on...and before I know it these little boys will be out on their own adventures!

He Is Here!

2008-09-12T11:32:00.000-07:00

IAN CARL WINSPEAR

Ian Carl Winspear was born September 9th at 12:22 in the afternoon. He weighed 7lbs. 120z and is perfect! It was a fast labor after my water broke...and thanks to 1 1/2 tablespoons of caster oil he was born 9 days before his due date! (I am not encouraging this method...but it did work...and for that I am eternally grateful!)

Ian is very loved...and already fits right in! His bothers fight over who gets to hold him...and have even been willing to change a diaper. As you can see, Kaden's wish came true and Ian has red hair just like him. So- we may not have boy, girl, boy, girl...but we do have blonde, red, blonde, red!

Ian is the sweetest little guy. He has a very gentle spirit and is so yummy we all can't stop kissing him!

We are grateful that Heavenly Father has blessed us with another little boy! His name means "god is gracious"...boy is that ever true!

I AM HUGE!!!

2008-09-01T09:30:00.000-07:00

This is the fourth time I have been able to experience the wonderful joy of pregnancy. I really should not complain...as for most of the 40 weeks I have no complications or complaints. I am one of those weirdos that actually enjoy it!

Until NOW! The last two weeks are the worst. I have nothing left to give this kid! I am has big as a house....or at least a two bedroom condo. I don't remember the last time I slept through the night. I am grouchy, happy, sad, stressed, confused (I can't remember squat), and exhausted at any particular moment. Sometimes I can experience two emotions at the same time! (Talk about hormones!) I think the last time I was able to take a good deep breath was sometime around April!

I have been able to keep my sense of humor for the most part, and I have decided to take this opportunity to teach my sons value able lessons. For example, you NEVER tell a pregnant women that her bottom looks square, her tummy is the biggest thing they have ever seen, her toes look like sausages, or her feet resemble balloons. Nor should you rub her belly while saying "How's the Budda." (One of their dad's favorite things to do.) or EVER use words like giant, enormous, gigantic, FAT, or extremely large when describing what one might look like when she is pregnant!

I know that this is all apart of the beautiful miraculous experience of motherhood...and my mom did give me some great advice. "Just enjoy it!" So- today and for the rest of the blessed experience I will do just that. I will enjoy the endless amounts of braxton hicks, the sharp pain that radiates down my leg, the puffy face, arms, legs, feet and hands. I will love the fact that nothing really fits me anymore...except for maybe our six man tent.

I will take the time to take it all in and ...enjoy the elbow jetting out of my side. The foot that is wedged under my rib, and the sweet little hand that constantly plays with my left hip bone!
For I know when he is here...I will miss it. (Some of it anyway!)

First Day of School!

2008-08-20T16:03:00.001-07:00

Well- it's official school is back in session and MOM is LOVING it!

Don't get me wrong...I miss my house full of men, but I am enjoying the peace and quiet (with the exception of my gabby Grayson. He always has a fun story or thought to share.)

Grayson starts preschool on September 2nd. He can hardly wait! I will be dropping all three boys off at the same school M/W/F at 8:00. This will be the only time that all three will be at the same school. It should be a very fun year!

Kaden is excited about the first grade and Brennen loves being the big man on campus! He was a little nervous when I brought the camera to school. He asked, "What do you need that for?"
I told him to be able to document his first day of 5th grade. He was not amused, and replied, "Mom please don't take any pictures of me or follow my to my classroom. "

I assured him that I wouldn't, and that the real reason I brought the camera was to take pictures of me dancing in front of the school and singing the Hallelujah chorus that school was back in session! (He did think that was a little funny!)

Kaden was willing to let me take a picture of him and Mrs. Friedrick. He is already loving everything about her. I told him his only job was to make lots of new friends on the very first day. When I picked him up that afternoon I asked him if he had made any new friends, and his response was "Not yet, but I did make lots of buddies!" I love that kid. He makes me smile all the time!

On a side note..the boys had their six month dentist appointment after school.

Surprisingly enough a diet full of ice cream, otter pops, chips, and the occasional candy bar still can equal NO CAVITIES!

I thought Grayson looked pretty cute in that big chair. He was a great sport! (And loves the new blue toothbrush he got!)

Grandpa Rand came to town!!!!

2008-08-16T13:59:00.000-07:00

Grandpa Rand surprised us with a weekend visit!

We had a lot of fun hanging out and taken it easy!
We went to Pipe's for breakfast on Saturday.
It's a fun local breakfast joint that makes really good food...and
gives you a lot of it! We then went to the beach to walk on the sand and play in the waves! The boys can't seem to stay out of the water. It must run in the blood. (Josh went surfing earlier that morning and Uncle Adam just got back from surfing in Indonesia!)
Grayson wanted to find Grandpa Rand a sand crab. That kid can dig all day
in the sand. He does not get that from his mother! Sand is not my favorite
thing! If Grayson isn't digging in it, he is rolling in it. (He brings half the beach home in his swimsuit!)
Grandpa loved seating on the sand couch! Is
This the life or what!

Grandpa also spent time with Lily and Noah at the San Diego zoo! (Even baby Owen was there!)
Everyone came over to our house for dinner. We had a great time hanging out with our cousins, showing off magic tricks, jumping on the trampoline, and playing in the back yard. The kids even spent some time in Aunt Jenn's bathroom trying out knew hairstyles on each other.

As Grandpa Rand said..."You guys throw a great party!"

It's pretty easy to do when you have such a great family!

Come back soon Grandpa Rand! (But next time bring Uncle Dalton, Aunt Amanda, and Grandma Victoria!)

It's been a very big week!!!

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ONE HECK OF A WEEK!
Brennen turned 11 yesterday. It is so weird to look at him..as he is transforming into a young man. In his words, "Ya know the puberty thing!" I know he is only just begun...but he has begun! All he wanted for his birthday was money...oh and magic tricks. That kid is getting good! He started soccer again. (I am gearing up for endless hours seating behind the wheel of my van!) Brennen can't wait for school to start and hang out with is buddies. We are having a Surfing Party for his b-day after school starts. He loves hitting the waves. (Especially with his dad at 5:30 am on Saturdays.)

Kaden turned 7 on Tuesday! He had a soccer party! (That boy eats, sleeps, and breaths soccer!) Even is second cousin Gunnar was able to be there! (Thank goodness. When you have a summer b-day most of your friends are on vacation...and when your mommy is nine months prego your b-day party is happening now and not later!)

Kaden is a great kid. He keeps us laughing all the time. He is a terrific big brother. He worries about Grayson and always make sure he is safe and happy. When he gets out of the pool he'll always turned to Josh and say, "Hey, dad make sure you keep and eye on Grayson!"He loves his big brother Brennen although sometimes they express their love for one another very loudly! Kaden is looking forward to first grade next week. He got the teacher he was hoping for...he calls her the party teacher. If you know Kaden he is always ready to party!

We had Uncle Tucker's farewell and sent him off on his mission! We already miss him- but are so proud!

Next month Jesse leaves...that will be another hard good-bye.
It was a great experience taking them through the temple, and being there when Tucker was set apart. We a so lucky to have such great uncles and examples for our boys!

Once Jesse leaves we will have three uncles out in the mission field.(So- if you know any cute girls who love to write...just let us know!!!!)

Summer 2008

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Summer 08

This has been a very busy summer for all of us. We moved into a new house! (We love having an upstairs and a/c!) Josh had surgery on his achilles tendon which he completely torn playing soccer. I have been getting bigger and bigger as I am an oven for our fourth bambino! He'll be here in September. We can hardly wait! (I can't wait to sleep on my tummy again!)

We went to Minnesota for a week to visit family and I attended my first Uppercase Living Convention! We had a blast! We also went camping at the beach. I am sure it was a sight to see an eight month pregnant woman putting up a tent. Thank goodness I have three boys to help...or in some cases stand there and tell me I am doing it all wrong.

Brennen and Kaden have become quite the little surfers and Grayson loves to boogie board. I would have proof...but of course I forgot my camera. (Gotta love being prego!)

We have also spent time with our extended family this summer. Jordan's little boy Gabe and his wife Kristen came to visit. Josh went to his cousins wedding and saw family he hasn't seen in over five years, and we helped host a family reunion for my mom's side of the family here in San Diego. (I'll post some pictures as soon as Uncle Steve sends them!)

We also had a brand new baby cousin born in July. Nathan and Natalie had a little boy they named Owen. He is perfect! His sister Jordan Lily and his brother Noah can't get enough of him. Not to mention his cousins and his Auntie Jenn!

The boys are starting school soon...which means soccer too! I can't believe how fast the summer flew by! It sure has been fun. I am sure we'll hit the beach a few more times before the first day of school!

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Hanging out with Uncle Tucker and Jesse

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Uncle Tucker and Jesse

The boys love hanging out with their Uncles! We can't believe they will be leaving on missions very soon. Tucker is going to Canada and leaves in one week. Jesse is going to Mexico and leaves next month! We will miss them, but are so proud of the men they have become!

Tubing in Minneasota

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On the Lake

The boys had a blast tubing behind Grandpa Rand's boat this summer! They love speed so this was right up their alley. Even Grayson wanted to go faster....but not too fast!
Hang on boys!!!! What a ride!

Nick Universe

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The Mall of America

This summer we went to the mall of America with Uncle Dalton and Aunt Amanda. The boys loved riding the rides at the new Nickelodeon Universe! Kaden was almost tall enough for all the rides....and Grayson just loved being with Uncle Dalton!

At the Beach with Our Cousin Gabe

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Spending Time With Gabriel

The boys spent a lot of time at the beach with their cousin Gabe who came to visit from Idaho.
He fit right in ! They had a blast at Legoland, Mana's house, the beach, and just hanging out! It's great to have cousins! We love you Gabe!